A junior in college. I love Jesus, friends and believe that despite the challenges I have faced, life is, in fact, a beautiful thing. I have been truly blessed beyond measure. I'm huge on family and would not be anything without their constant encouragement and support. A lover of art, fashion, writing and adventures as well as a hopeless romantic patiently awaiting the arrival of my other half.

Posts tagged Growing Up

♔ / Posted on Jun 13 2012 at 10:38am with 3 notes
#Rough Morning  #John Mayer  #Growing Up  #Discouraged  #Lyrics  #Music 
I am driving up 85 in the kind of morning that lasts all afternoon, just stuck inside the gloom. Four more exits to my apartment but I am tempted to keep the car in drive and leave it all behind. ‘Cause I wonder sometimes about the outcome of a still verdictless life. I rent a room and I fill the spaces with wood in places to make it feel like home, but all I feel’s alone. It might be a quarter life crisis or just the stirring in my soul. So what, so I’ve got a smile on, but it’s hiding the quiet superstitions in my head. Don’t believe me. Don’t believe me when I say I’ve got it down. Everybody is just a stranger but that’s the danger in going my own way. I guess it’s the price I have to pay. Still “everything happens for a reason”.

I am driving up 85 in the kind of morning that lasts all afternoon, just stuck inside the gloom. Four more exits to my apartment but I am tempted to keep the car in drive and leave it all behind. ‘Cause I wonder sometimes about the outcome of a still verdictless life. I rent a room and I fill the spaces with wood in places to make it feel like home, but all I feel’s alone. It might be a quarter life crisis or just the stirring in my soul.

So what, so I’ve got a smile on, but it’s hiding the quiet superstitions in my head. Don’t believe me. Don’t believe me when I say I’ve got it down. Everybody is just a stranger but that’s the danger in going my own way. I guess it’s the price I have to pay. Still “everything happens for a reason”.